kimida eogizz

tiba2 teringat kenangan lama..ya Allah,bagi aku kekuatan..benda dah lepas kot...

biarlah diabadikan kat sini...tak sangka gambar2 ni semua masih lagi ada dalam simpanan...

entah kenapa aku terdiam,terpaku hampir sejam gak berada kat buaian..macam orang takde kaki untuk berjalan..duduk termenung..entah apa yang aku pk kan pun aku tataw...tetiba satu ayat terkeluar dari bibir...

"KIMIDA EOGIZZ"

the combination name and birthday between u and me..

i'm cry and cry...even though all of thing,its already gone..but now..its come into my mind...so pain...why?????hurm......maybe because of it..only me know..

this nite..i dunno why..selalunye after meet wani..i never cry alone..but,today..i cry without her like yesterday...she more suffer than me..they suit together...
*senyum smpai telinga kalau korang sama2..

tiba2 aku dapat rasakan yang aku tamaw bukak dah hati ni..menyesal tak sudah sebab masih lagi tak setia pada janji lama..menyesal sebab bukak hati ni untuk bagi pada orang laina..menyesal tak sudah sebab buang semua ni,p bakar semuanya..

tapi kalau aku tak buat semua tu..bila lagi aku nak move on...

heart close...

sorry fafa,sha2,kupt..aku takde kekuatan malam ni..aku sangat2 lemah..aku tataw kenapa..mungkin skang ni hati aku hancur lerai sangat2..kalau korang taw aku buat ni semua skang..confirm aku dah kene marah,pukul dan aku yakin korang pun akan sakit hati sebab korang byk bantu aku time aku buang semua ni..maafkan aku kawan2... T_T

all memory...

kad raya pertama :')

kad raya kedua :')

2nd couple ring :')

supposely ade 2 pasang..but,he only return one.. :')

from turkey when he back from his holiday.. :')

from singapore when he go during he study... :')

he gives 4 my mom and sisters :')

all the little sweet card :')

i bring this shirt where ever i go... :')

his name hashe,.. :')

thats evol... :')

from china.. :')

till now,i never use it..last thing i got from him during hari raya.. :')

Al-quran and tasbih from his mom..its from makkah... :')

all pictures safe here in 3 years... :')

all the thing..that pink the 2nd obufday present..his name is mieosz.. :')

in my 'gobok' last time... :')

last card from me to him..combination bufday and convocation... :')

his dad asking me to stand beside him and the picture was taken...from perlis to batu pahat...
:')

i never forget u..but,always doa 4 u..i never hate u..but,thank to Allah give me chance to love u..i never blame you or anyone..because its qada' and qadar..even someone stole my heart after u..but now,..its empty back..i never blame anyone..because Allah's know what the best for us...

congratulation for your wedding..even its already a year..hope u and ur wife will be together till jannah..ameen.. :')

i know now..i'm not the one sit beside u....

what ever happen..let bygone be bygone..its never turning back..just hope someone can save me and bring me till jannah..ameen...